Category: Poetry

Motherhood, Poetry, REFLECTIONS

Chasing Sunbeams

by Jess Kent-JohnsonLeave a Comment on Chasing Sunbeams
Chasing Sunbeams 
The winter days darkened
from tilted hemisphere,
the snow squall hate that blusters
from the mouths of men.
Insidious clouds of thickened rage
block the sun with their backs
to deprive the warmth
that grows our crops.

In spite of this we sit indoors:
the dog, the baby, and I.
Neither know the dread
of Sunday scaries or headlines,
bad opinions, willful ignorance
of me and my and mine.

All they know is of the light
that hovers on adjacent wall, 
flits to the floor, doubles back,
the silent, playful wonder
of the sun’s reflected face
as it delights them with
elusive fairy hops.
Addiction, Poetry, REFLECTIONS

The Girl on Rural Ave

by Jess Kent-JohnsonLeave a Comment on The Girl on Rural Ave

I rented her the room
on the basis of her earrings.
Freckled nose, newly thin,
collar bones cut
sharp like her wit.
We gave thanks
with spanakopita
cranberries and turkey,
Tupperware bowls.
Her vintage eye,
a thrift store hound,
she let me wear
her green dress once.
I did again, without asking.
She knew but didn’t say.
Vodka smoothies, red-eyed research.
David Bowie, drunken curries.
The cheap skillet warped.
I laughed and ate her meal.
The decade took its toll.
A light dimmed by hidden liquor,
welfare calls, the ride to find the totaled car.
Missing persons report, the lonely cat,
a pile of sick upon the floor.
Awkward box step, care and boundary.
The line drawn.

A new sun rose, a corner turned.
A job, a love, a life abroad.
Santorini, Rome, and Paris,
Istanbul, a mother’s email.
No alcohol, they said.
No details yet.

Just a heart sans
beat.











identity, Mental Health, Motherhood, Poetry, REFLECTIONS

The Purse

by Jess Kent-JohnsonLeave a Comment on The Purse
The Purse 
I unpack the bag and pluck out my fears—

used tissues pinched by fingertips—

the truth of me smeared and hidden

lest anyone see I’m leaking.

Cringe and flinch at the caricature

my husband’s ex must make of me,

the time she caught me coveting her

well-lit composition and poise.

My finger tap, a signal
she was neither
out of sight nor out of mind.

My envy was lint in the side pocket

that, unballed, began as threads

from past betrayals and itchy scabs

I picked until they oozed.

In youth I feared deep loneliness,

the loss of power in a room of men,

a roving eye that paused for me but never

stopped.

Now the vows babies mortgages

bind me tight just as I wished.

In exchange, my solitude, a price I paid
with loose pennies from my purse.
identity, Poetry, REFLECTIONS

White Creek

by Jess Kent-JohnsonLeave a Comment on White Creek
White Creek 
I
The circle looped in on itself
no start and end but the
numbers on the houses,
crabgrass plots back to back
like brothers in a hotel bed.
We ran barefoot on the new tar road
run wince hobble walk
with gravel between our toes.
We roamed free, no collars no fences
like the transient dogs that wandered in.
Salt-brined babies in the Texas bake,
we hid and sought until the sun went down. 
II
Mailboxes welcomed us, red flags aloft
in soldierly rows saluted,
guards to hopeful letters.
We played postman to hand-scrawl
on white pages, blue lines.
Check yes or no and flattened cootie catchers
passed from hand to hand.
A dry breeze whipped the stripes and stars
atop the neighbor’s pole.
No purple mountains, no amber waves
Just us at the end of the road
before our parents called us home.
Motherhood, Poetry, REFLECTIONS

Miracle

by Jess Kent-JohnsonLeave a Comment on Miracle
Miracle 
Naked as a babe I stand,
and survey the damaged hills
and valleys of my skin—
familiar landscape made foreign.
If my body was the temple,
you were the holy spirit
that craved a fragrant sacrifice
of blood and milk to bless
the world with hope.

I wonder now at what I am:
the other side of a miracle.
The altar stained, the crowd dispersed,
the prophecy-now-memory.
Remember when the angels sang,
the earth split, the sea rose?
What wonders to behold!

Now my belly is a billowed shroud,
the body gone, the body risen.
I am the imprint, faint and faded,
touched by God.